the Look of Love (private)

[Teffi]

OoC
This is for Mercy to reply as Remus

Blood, metal, and the sight of her young puppy came into her subconscious as our noble Queen slept beneath the ground of her territory. Hatshepsut had given refuge in one of her many dens as the heavy rain poured upon her Sanguine Hollows. The pure bred dog had been curled up by herself, trying to keep her sanity but it had been hard for her especially on those nights she had dreams about her capture and rape.

It had been about a year from now that a mastiff mutt by the name of Lucifer, had made Hat his hostage and sex toy in exchange for the safety of her pack. Though she hated every minute she went through, looking back the Queen of the foggy lands, wouldn't trade what she did even if she had a "re-do" button. What had happened to the tan and brown dog made her hate males even more and made her feel insecure and restless. After all, the leader of a large empire did manage to squeeze a pup out of her..Her puppy, who probably wouldn't recognize his own mom even if she told him. Parana was the name of her one and only kin on this world..And the mutt of a son had to be influenced by his father. Another spawn of satan.

Hatshepsut sighed as her eye lids relaxed, allowing her to see the tight area she was in. She was temporarily safe, that she knew, but she didn't feel fully safe until Lucifer and maybe even Parana was put to "sleep". This had been her little secret, a secret she wouldn't let any of her pack mates but one, know. As she thought about this, one dog rose from her mind and that was Remus. The sight of the larger German Shepherd Dog caused the female's spine to tingle. Damn why do you make me feel like this? she growled in her mind as she hated having such feelings for anyone. But she couldn't over power her true feelings and kept thinking about the man (dog).

The German male had been in the military, similar to her line of work, as it was evident of how he acted and wore his "dog tag". He had scars and the eyes of a soldier, something that seemed to slowly drive the female crazy. Oh, if he could be here with her right now- Snap out of it, Hat! What's wrong with you? You don't need him. This seemed like a constant battle within herself when she was left to her own devices away from everyone. But she couldn't help but be happy when the mear name or image of him entered her brain. Was this love or was this insanity? Hat rather admit the latter.

But as much as she wish she hadn't grown feelings for the attractive male, she had already secret images and ideas involving both of them. She wanted to start something with him, something in secret so that no one knew. She wanted to cuddle, snuggle, and more..She wanted him to be her's and her to be his. For the first time she actually considered having someone of the same level as her to help run her pack. Yeap, she had gone crazy..[/size]